(︶ω︶) Officially done with first semester of senior year! Much needed trip to LA with my cousins for Boiling Crab, imagawayakis, and OZERO tea floats. We also struck Mexican candy gold on the way and bought 20 dollars worth of it lol ~ I can’t believe I only have one semester of high school left ahead of me! I’m so relieved.
Feels Like the End - Mikky Ekko
The feelings this song puts me through… (´＿｀｡)
Lol! My senior year sounded just like this! Girl, realize that you’ve already done a lot better than most of your peers, and underachieving for us is overachieving for a lot of other people. Hang in there, though! You have all summer to slack afterwards!
omg laura, have i told you that you are literally the best person ever? so much love from you all the time, AND I DON’T EVEN DESERVE IT. thank you thank you, i appreciate you so much <3
i’m just trying to keep the mindset of getting through these next several months as best as i can because it’ll all be over then and none of this will matter lol. FIGHTING! hehe ^_^
shit lol
i have so much to do. physics homework and mousetrap car project, calculus test tomorrow! and burrito book, gov notes, read (i’m 20 pages in!!) pride and prejudice by tuesday, lit rough draft wednesday AND I’VE STARTED NOTHING yay. but i honestly don’t care about school anymore lol ~ now that apps are done and now that i know UCs only require passing grades and no Ds or Fs and a 3.0 gpa, i just don’t care anymore. which is bad, but i just don’t lol…
in a way, i’m kind of glad that i got this shitload of crazy ap classes my senior year because i can slack off and be okay with it. like a couple of weeks ago, i was stressing to the max because i came to the realization that i’d be getting my first c ever on a report card and there was a possibility of me getting a gpa below a 4.0 for the first time ever, but DAMN senioritis is kicking in and i am EMBRACING IT lol. i feel bad for the juniors that i’m friends with who are taking the same classes as me and are getting the same grades as me because their year this year matters… a lot
i honestly can’t tell if i just got hella lazier and more of a slacker this year, or if classes just got a lot harder… ionno how all of my previous years i slacked off even more than this year, but still got Bs in all of my hard classes in the end without studying as much as this year. senior year is such a joke academically. this semester was the hardest semester i have ever had to face and i was completely miserable for the most of it, but IT’S ALMOST OVER!!! if i could go back, i would have taken ap stats and ap environmental science instead of ap physics and ap calc because that would have changed everything. but no because i was a *~driven and determined~* junior when i was picking senior classes and now i’m miserable. DAMN YOU, PAST TRINA. so now i’m telling all my little underclassmen to do that lol ~
Top five favorite foods!:
1. Pain au chocolat
2. WAFFLES
2. Any sort of roasted vegetable lol
3. Ramen ^^
4. Oatmeal
5. Just carbs in general and everything else
Hehe, yay ^-^
My top 5 favorite songs of all time are:
1. Videotape by Radiohead
2. Mojo Pin by Jeff Buckley
3. Oh Well by Fiona Apple
4. Impossible Soul by Sufjan Stevens
5. Untitled 4 by Sigur Rós
Top five college choices (the only five I am applying to lol):
1. UCLA
2. Scripps
3. UC Irvine
4. UC San Diego
5. UC Riverside
But if we’re gonna be realistic, my list starts at UCI and UCSD!
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HERE IS ME REALLY HAPPY BECAUSE APPS ARE OVER. Even tho I got like a total of seven hours of sleep this whole week, I’M FINALLY DONE!!! I feel good about my essays and think they’re really true to who I am~*~*~* and hope I did enough to get into where I want to go.
The only app I have left to do is for Scripps, which will be the only private I’m applying to, but that’s due in January!
Ugh, I’m so happy right now. Thank you all y’all who showed so much support through this whole dealio. You guys are the best :* :*
so okay, i got out of that rut for college essays… and now i’m writing too much. my first essay is 710 words so far, and i still need to do my conclusion. wot. my second essay is getting there, but i have so many ideas that i have no idea how i’m going to fit it all in 400 words if i manage to somehow condense my other one down. WHAT.
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in other news tho, i’m pretty sure i only started writing decently again (!!!) because we had to do an extended paragraph on king lear today in lit and everything just came flowing out…like i had no trouble writing at all. also, i’m listening to my yo-yo ma pandora station rn and drinking green tea so idk but my stars are aligned~*~*
